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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

the clean-up

I was enjoying my much-earned afternoon nap after cleaning my room spic and span in the morning when my phone rang. It's our San Andres Office Accountant calling. Wait, shouldn't the ring tone be that of BEP's Audio Delite? Why am I hearing a different song? Non-hiphop.

Then, as soon as realizing it was a Lettermen song, a wave of melancholy hit me. It hit me like a Manny Pacquiao punch.

A series of scenes began to flashback like a really well-made sappy movie.

...JR looking so angelic at 10 years of age in his handsome coffin. I was 14 then and thought it was such a tender age to experience sadness. It was sadness, nonetheless. And the fear of not seeing JR tomorrow when we all wake up.
Why should the die young?, I remember Ace flipping a question aimed at no one during All Soul's Day...

*And some more Lettermen songs get solid airtime*

...Raymund telling everyone last Saturday that he is leaving everyone again for Manila soon...

...Last real tight hug with someone you used to think the world of...

...Seeing Pops cough up and catch up with breath...

...Seeing your nieces and nephews off and watching your Mom cry from a distance wishing the whole year is a non-working holiday.

You know I could go on but it pains me to look back and think of more poignant scenes.

Yeah. Fuck the Lettermen.

-Well some folks get bent in strange ways. Like some folks are meant to feel the pain. The sorrow gets sent down their heads. The sadness, it twists them. They are never the same.-

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