I believe in karma.

I believe that whatever we do, good or bad, will be done back to us, one-fold or ten-fold.

Look at Pops. In his younger, stronger days, he was an arrogant man. He always had to see your weak side, but never your strong side. He gets angry at Moms for not preparing the dinner table at exactly 7PM. Little things. He never cared if anyone of his non-favorite people were having problems. He'd say: That's what they get. And he cheated on Moms. Big things.

Look at Pops now. He couldn't breathe, unless through an oxygen tank. Even when with oxygen, he still could not breathe easily. Does his sons and daughters even care? Well his favorites do. Little things. Big things.

But I still wish him good health. Mom's, as martyr as she is, gets tired more with Pops condition than Pops himself.

And it's not a rule to apply to others but to myself as well.

I have done good and bad things and will also be done to me ten-fold, i expect. I'm working on doing more good things to offset the bad ones.

At the end of it all, whatever we do, we should always think not only of our selves but of all the people will be affected by our endeavor.

When you curse, you curse to yourself.
When you put-upon someone, it means you're just jealous.
When you disrespect someone, you disrespect your parents.
When you're paranoid, it means you are guilty.

I really don't know why I'm saying this. Maybe I'm sad.